Life...as i see it!

Sunday, February 26, 2006

To love painlessly,

is like...

trying to run through snow

without leaving footprints.

There's just no doing it!

listening on 7:15 PM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Do miracles happen?

Im fast running outta time..unless by May, a miracle happens!

listening on 8:11 PM

Monday, February 20, 2006

I bet, that when i wont be around anymore, everything around you would be a constant reminder of me.
Every soft voice that would call your name, any loving eyes.
A corny answer to your corny question.
Each time u spend the day infront of the TV for a match.
Every Ballad, every sappy mushy movie.


Each time you'll look into the mirror and u feel your smile betraying you...
Each time u'll say..."I wish..."

listening on 10:09 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Its a vicious cycle.

I started this blog last feb, which was the first extremely blue phase i had ever experienced in life. As months passed by, life treated better and i slipped out of it.
But its feb again, and im back in the same ol phase i was back then..maybe worse.
Is it an ironic co-incidence or a never ending vicious cycle

listening on 6:58 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Felt like congratulating myself for being able to stay distracted since the last 15 something days. Pretty amazing if you ask me, despite the fact that somethings never got pushed to the back of my mind even when i was over exerting.
Normal expressions carved out of granite not just for the world but for myself as well, even wen i looked in the mirror at myself i turned a blind eye to what was actually churning inside my mind.
Yet so many days is too soon,
too soon to slip into a post-control syndrome.
too soon to start missing an essential part of life.
too soon for a raw wound to be ripped open again for another biopsic check!

listening on 5:15 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

When life makes you cynical, you start looking coldly at all the things you once loved passionately.


I miss loving life!

listening on 9:29 PM