What do u make of the person who suddenly starts to avoid your gaze..specially at the time when you counted on him the most?

Each passing day strengthens my belief, theres not a sincere soul around!

listening on 9:20 PM

You Are Chocolate Ice Cream

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

listening on 1:03 PM

Dear God,
Why is it that everytime, i try to step up, i try to live up to the expected expectations, i try achieving everything, without hurting anyone...Im ruthlessly pulled away from attaining it...from getting any peace of mind.

Plz God, make it stop!

listening on 10:30 PM

Maddie: A word of advice for you mona

Maddie: there are 2 types of guys in this world...1) Who are actually 'Mailay' on the inside and show it on the outside too
2) Who are actually 'Mailay' from the inside but do not show it on the outside!!

Maddie: So dont tell me that your guy is just fab, just hope he isnt 'maila' on the outside coz thats pretty rare too! :-p

Ahh here we go, no more wishes of prince charming :-D

listening on 5:56 PM

Happy birthday
Hav a blast...
Get everything you wish for...
Have many more...

God this all sounds so fake!
The fake wishes, the fake love sum people show on your birthday, the materialistic values...
Im not ungrateful for the few people around me who really really care, but they arnt the only ones around me..i often care for those who dont have anything to give back, and I detest this fakeness all over again.

listening on 5:08 PM

It's hair pulling confusing.
I need to know wats going on with you, wats going on inside your head but i hav no way of finding out. Wats with this abrupt silence, this attitude?
Tell me sumthing..anything.
You are ripping my soul apart.

listening on 7:55 PM

Curled up by the fire, i suddenly felt as if u had come back, not caring about my erratic heartbeat...or a minute of its absence, I ran to the door, but the snow laden white storm winds pushed me back in. I ran to the windows hoping Its you I see but the window is all fogged up.
In a frenzy, i rub a mittened hand on the glass to wipe the fog away...
...
But i dont see you.



I cant find you,
Come back!

listening on 9:49 PM

Ajnabi sheher ke, Ajnabi rastey
Meri tanhai par muskuratey rahay.
Mai bohat dier tak, yoonhi chalta raha...
Tum bohat dier tak yaad atey rahay.


*Gradullay slipping back to the same syndrome, hope you havn't stranded me this time!
Miss you!* :-(

listening on 6:53 PM

Im on a doodling roll...lol.
Adding an Ipod to my wishlist if anyones planning on gifting me one for my bday :-D

listening on 1:05 AM

Trying to stay away from sketching Teary eyes :-)

listening on 4:13 PM

... Will accept an ACER FERRARI if not cash!

*Doodling on paint taking on a new weird twist* :)

listening on 4:13 PM

listening on 12:29 AM

...and happy Bar-B-Ques

listening on 12:26 AM

Lie to me.
Tell me I am the one in your heart.
Staunch my hemorrhaging soul.
Convince me that I make the world new.
Seal the wounds I have inflicted.
Fight to keep me in your arms.
Show me how I paint the heavens with magic.
Give me a reason to live

listening on 5:05 PM

Remind me why I love you.

listening on 10:06 PM

Something happened back there..something that made me flip my lip in such a dizzying rush that i didnt even know what i was saying. But the pain was so blinding that it ruled out any logical thinking...it ruled out any thinking.
All i could feel was my heart missing beats painfully and my being was being whirlpooled down a bottomless pit.
A vortex of an all consuming fire raged behind my eyes and burned them tearless.
Something happened that changed the way i was, the way i felt and wiped out all traces of smiles i had managed to gather in the last few days.
Something happened...that i can't bear.

listening on 12:04 AM

IBA starts again from tomorow.
I need another vacation to get over these holidays *groaning*
Im so not upto waking early tomorow morning and dragging myself to an 8:30am class *annoyed*

listening on 8:26 PM