Life...as i see it!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Justujoo khoye huo-on ki hum kartey rahay
Chand ke humrah har dum kyun chalte rahay
Kuch khabar na rastoun ki, na hum safar ki
Bas umeed eik roshni ki thi!

Some things confusing, and blurry. Someones too shelled up.
The change of behaviour shouldnt hurt but some how it does. Maybe coz i dont know wat's going on.


Hourlies get to me! *bummer*


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Tuesday, September 27, 2005


He laughs at my dreamz...
I dream about his laughter....!


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Wanna see the sun set in your eyes
But why the sun sets beyond our eyes....
....I wonder!
:)









(The dazzle of the sunset @ Zero point)


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Strange changes in moods,
garish twists in attitudes...
Confusion and misunderstandings
Events that make you go...
What The..%#^*


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Thursday, September 22, 2005















Your eyes are like sunset,
orange and yellow,
shining like moonlight,
soft like marshallows,
bright like the sun,
Like ripples on water,
Glistening like raindrops,
As the galaxies roll over,
wild like the desert,
grainy like sand,
out of reach like the stars,
like the sea and the land,
When I look at you,It’s like fire inside,
A muddle of feelings,I just cannot hide.

Ps: The eyes above are not THE Eyes!! The Eyes arnt crooked :-D

(Edited after 30 min of posting)
Post Publishing Syndrome:
Marshmallow???

what was I thinking?
Geez... at times i have no clue why i write what i write, what makes me type in a frenzy that comes and goes at its own free will.

Days seem to be dragging by lately, theres something in the air i just cant decipher even though the presence is so thick that i could probably scoop it to fill an ice cream cup.
Maybe some things if going to happen, maybe my sixth sense is too worked up.


listening on 11:19 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Feeling lonely in the midst of a crowd...
Didn't want to say out loud,
The degree of unhappiness I feel inside,
This raw feeling that I hide,
I don't ever wanna let it out,
But that's what I'm all about!!

This personality is a facade,
wilting with time, ready to fade,
Waiting for the one with open eyes,
who'll see through me and realize...
That inside of me lies a treasure trove,
briming with gems of emotions and love!
Who'll look into my eyes and drown in its depth,
who'll rip away the fake smiles Iv kept.
Who'll show me it's ok to be my real self...
Who'll love me for me, just as I am!!!


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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

My soul is no less then a palette of colours splashed and over lapping each other.
The blue of my pain when your not around, The purple of my dreams with your essence so profound. The pale pinks and yellows of my shy happiness,
The red of my passion n love for you & you alone, The green of my envy when another gets your attention.
Even the grays and browns from the dust of time add to it a muted elegance

Each emotion is like a fresh splash n stroke of a vibrant paint on an already colorfully abstract life...The only element that can over power their vibrancy and wash away each color are my tears.


listening on 12:18 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005



Poochey jo koi, meri nishani...
Rungg hi Rungg likhna!
(My sketch in charcoal made by Sahil Khan, Eyes and background coloured by me)


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Saturday, September 17, 2005




















See yourself in my eyes,
turn my life to paradise
I really mean it!
They say your eyes are an illusion,
I say its enough for my life...

N I mean it!
Your fragrance in my life would let me realize,
U really mean it!!

- Courtesy
A dear Friend
:-)


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Friday, September 16, 2005


Things upclose look different, mysterious..till you back up and look at a fuller, more simpler picture!
(Just playing around with my cam)


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Thursday, September 15, 2005

I came across a translated indian song, Mohabbat hai Mirchi of Zayed Khan and Esha Deol fame...but u gotta chk its translation..heheh..its hilarious!!


MOHABBAT HAI MIRCHI
mirchii mirchii
Chillies, chillies...
jaan hathelii pe rakh lo aa.nkho.n se motii chakh lo...
Put your life on the palm of your hand; taste the pearls of your eyes...
tiikhii tiikhii tej tej yeh suulii par hai sej sej
Spicy and sharp, make your bed on the gallows.
imaan bankar tum rakh lo
Consider it your faith and keep it.
muhabbat hai mirchii...
Love is like chillies...
muhabbat hai mirchii sanam
Love is like chillies, darling.
uljhii uljhii tirchhii tirchhii muhabbat kii galiyaa.n sanam
The lanes of love are tangled and convoluted.
muhabbat hai mirchii...
Love is like chillies...
muhabbat hai mirchii sanam
Love is like chillies, darling.

Love is chillies darling *marium flutters her eyelashes n sings*


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Wednesday, September 14, 2005



The shores' before my eyes,
yet my heart is drowning deep,
How helpless Iv become,
Shattered, Iv broken to peices.
Tell me, how can i confess to you mairee jaan.
Cant you see how insane my heart is!


listening on 10:20 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

5 years ago: I was 17, carefree, immature, happy-go-lucky and blind to the obstacles that were about to come my way.

Snacks I enjoy: Hmmm...anything coated, dipped, sprinkled in cheese

5 Things I'd do w/ $100 million dollars: Get a Finance expert to invest it in a way that it becomes a $1000 in an year, then id invest $500 from it in more profitable ventures and with the remaining half, Id try to make life as convenient and lavish for the ppl I love.

5 places I would run away to:
1) My Happy Place
2) land of unconcious delrium
3) Ignorance-ville
4) The Black town
5) Im outta emotional names

5 things I would never wear:
1) Plastic
2) Rubber
3) Paint
4) red silk dhoti
5) mustard yellow silk shirt

5 favorite tv shows:
Kyunke saas bhi kabhi bahoo thi
Ha! No :-p
1) Friends
2) Ed
3) Stark Raving Mad
4) Grounded for life
5) ROCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :-D

5 greatest joys:
1) Love
2) Love by my side
3) Love with m all the time
4) Love attainable
5) And love always happy
(i dont even try making sense any more!)

5 favorite toys:
Toys? Toys??? *snort*
ermmm, lets see. I still luv..
1) Legos
2) My collection of 57 Barbies
Hi-Tech Toys:
3) My cell
4) My mp3 player
5) My...umm...infrared device?? heheh

People I'm tagging:
Sara Alvi
Adeel
Sid
Aisha
Adeel
Hirdu
Tamseel
....and everyone who comes in here!!


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Sunday, September 11, 2005




Finally found my synchronizer and infrared devices' drivers on the net...and so here comes a pic of a Sitar Performance attended recently, organized by my Marketing Management Sir.
A pretty courtyard, dim lights, soft drizzle in the truest sense of 'Rim Jhim' and the lilting tune of the sitar played by Farhan Khan (son of Raees Khan and Zakir Hussain's student). The evening was immenly pleasant.

However, i went for a better shot at getting good grades in my Marketing Management class. Tee Hee :-D



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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Oh gosh,
i was wondering about 12 days but this lapse was even bigger!
lemme put the blame on my pc, the ever troubles world call cable, the blood sucking hourlies and me exhausting my creative writting cells on scripts for TV1.
Ohh dear me, i forgot to put that news up on my blog....

Dear Blog,
im the official script writer for shows on TV-1, and my debut show is RocKing.

do watch out for the slide that says:

[Asst. Producer and Screen Play]
MARIUM ARIF


Anywayz, had a bumpity at college today and ended up bruising up my arm, it has a swelling the size of a big potato.
got some more to write about but that wud have to wait gor a while.

Toodloo bloggy


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